Monday, February 27, 2012

Hanging

I'm still awake at this hour, meanwhile tomorrow is my first working day at new place and new environment but in same course, still. *take a deep breath. I can't sleep, so many things bothered. My head keeps thinking and thinking about what is going to happen on my marriage seemed I found there's no reason for me to stay and continue this relationship. I don't how to point out in words, but HE JUST UNWELL-PREPARED to be a husband and father also don't know how to commit on his commitment and know the real meanings of responsible. It's better he leave than exist and doing nothing. He don't know how to appreciates on someone who has willing sacrificed everything for him.

I won't talk bad about him here, but big regret and sad cos I really hope this marriage will lasting. But I'm clueless and don't find any solutions to wrap it safe. Day by day he kept hurting me with his actions and no effort to fix it back. Will see what would happen next.

Oh, my previous post takde kaitan pun dengan masalah ni.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Passionate about arts

These pictures were taken a few back months, I can't recalled when was the exact month. LOL! Okay, despite about the month bla bla bla.. what I was trying to conveying here is to show you girls some of my breading works, easy to bread actually but then I can do lot of styles though. I've learnt from youtube all the way, no need to spend money to go to hairstyles class. Youtube is the place where you can find everything, hujung jari je yalls. :D

Sadly I can't apply it on my hair.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

There's no remedy

I really need someone to talk with, but there's no one left. I hope every tears can help and healing my scars. Only Allah know how I felt and through now. I couldn't hide the sadness. I take this as a test for me as his umat cos always neglected him. Personal things cannot be shared with no one, it might come destroyed us back.


But I'm glad, she still here with me and always be my alter-ego, my forever happy pills. I don't wanna grow older. I'm scared to face my future, I'm scared she will leave me behind. I can't think straight now.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Agogo pictures


I found these pictures at MYPARENTSWEREAWESOME on TUMBLR. I think it quite interesting to shared it here. Many awesome pictures that we never thought they were young and beautiful, they passed through what we through now and they were in love. Many sweet and wonderful pictures you guys will find there.

So here some of my parent pictures that I wanna share with you guys. My late abah really love photography, these pictures were taken by him. So it run in me I guess? :P

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Kitchen inspired

I'd been eyeing this kitchen years ago before I got married, its inspired me much and according to my taste. I attached here few pictures, cannot upload all but then you can visit here to see more pictures. You will die seeing all her stuffs. All nice and fairy-tale. One day I will get my own dream kitchen. InsyaAllah.

Times flew

Watching her sleep, is the best feeling. I always measuring her altitude used my finger while she was sleeping and now she was span of four. :)

Feelings chirpy

Last saturday one of my bestie got engaged, I must say she looks so an aglow and tremendous during that day. I know no ones will disagree with me after looking at these pictures. I picked few best pictures from her album and all pictures were taken by Ministry Of Moment, they done a good job and overwhelming pictures. I feel relived and satisfied cos helping her by participated in her an engagement. Although it just a few parts I involved. Hehe.

I will pray for her happiness and lasting relationship with her love and ending with marriage. InsyaAllah. One step closer baby. I love you Iza Shahira. I'm glad cos still breathing standing beside you and watching our journey of friendship. 12 years and still counting, hopefully forever.

Notes: Looking at myself in these pictures, reminding of myself to lose weight. Yasmin! you look so fat!

Friday, February 17, 2012