When I get hurts

I don't know whether I should post this entry or shouldn't. However, I believe it's time. Frankly, I was very disappointed with you. YES! I repeat DISAPPOINTED! For God sake, who the hell on earth wont feeling upset when the most person that they literally trust on and hope to be with weren't there, and the saddest part is AGAINST ME FOR NO REASON! I'm asking you right now, where were you when I was in the middle of woes?

I kept asking myself, what did I've done to you? All this while, I treated you so nice, but you thrown me shits. Or you might needed me just for your own significant like what you did at the others? There's so many questions popped-out! Most of negativity questions I must say! You should know that! Yes I want you to know how much it hurts me. There's so much pains inside me, with what had been given from all of you onto me. I gave the best in me, but it might not enough for you you and you. I thought you were different than the others, but I was definitely wrong!

There's many obstacles during our relationship and hating us to be close. I watched your steps, I believe you can survived without me. You are still young, believe me if you pick wrong comrades to walk with, you might falling down. Your inner youth want something odd and rebel. If you don't know how to remote, you'll bite your own hands. Always think twice and wise. I still care about you, nevertheless.

I stepped back and washed my hands. I don't want to involve into troubles anymore. It's for our own good, though.. I'm tired of care too much about others feeling until neglected mine. So I guess, you can picture what I'm trying to convey here. Till then. 

Picture the moments

Last weekend I was packed by activities and extremely knackered I must say! Sigh.
So here we start, Hmm.. I went to Raub last Friday, after back from work about 4.30pm, drove hundred miles away to helped mama meeting her doctor, cos she need to take a treatment in order to healing her knee-pain since she was suffered like 2 months and couldn't bear anymore. Luckily mama came early cos if she late, her knee bone might getting worse and potential to do an operation is high cos now she was in stage 3. Thankful, now she can walk like usual. Oh before I missed, Mama is from Raub which is the place that she was brought up and where her sisters and relatives lived. Therefore she knew about the clinic that provided this treatment, plus its cheaper than the other clinics. It only costed RM240 for each knee to inject the grease.

Hehe. This was sudden-planned! Swear! I didn't planned to go IKEA. It suddenly popped-out after mama finished her treatment, I asked whether she capable to walk and go IKEA, she said OKAY! Well.. who doesn't want to go IKEA right? hehe. So I bought SIDE TABLE, NET-BED,  TISSUE POT and what else? errrr.. Some random stuff I guess. Couldn't recalled. 

Was bumped into Mira Dora.

MEATBALL THE BEST!!! 

I couldn't find nice sentences to end this story. But, felt chirpy cos my weekend was filled with lot of activities. So next, will post an entry about my daughter's room. It still in progress, though. Later!

*BLOWING KISSES!

Cranberries 2012

My outfit inspired by Nabila Huda. :)

I attached few pictures of my Cranberries concert last 4 April. I guess, I leave you guys here. I'm rushed to drive back to the office. Let the pictures speaking. Sorry for the short note. Toodles!